My other issue with red side is how often your agency over your character is stolen, how you are told how you react, how you feel, whether thats right for your character or not, bad luck.
I actively despise the writing red-side, it completely misses anything that made me FEEL like a villain, and often even in charge of my own character, I have never understood how many people love it, to me it's easily the worst part of the game. and the reason I no longer go red side ever